Saturday, January 31, 2004

The Road Less Travelled

Posted on January 31, 2004 20:47 PM EST

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and that has made all the difference.


- Robert Frost

Variations by Libran Lover:

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and discovered that it was not a road at all.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and found out why it was less travelled - it was a dead end.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and met all my lovers.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and that explains my weird friends.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and... hey, what are YOU doing here?

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and I found I was on a serpent's trail.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and that is why I am not well-known.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and I became famous as Veerappan*.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and they now call it the Oregon Trail.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and I got lost.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and I will write a poem when I find my way out.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one less travelled by
and then wrote a poem about it.

Two roads diverged in a wood
and I took the one (seemingly) less travelled by
and found that everyone had done the same - darn, the guy who wrote that poem!

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(*Veerappan is a legendary South Indian jungle bandit!)

Friday, January 30, 2004

Test for a Good Singer

Posted on January 30, 2004 20:23 PM EST

I am proposing a very simple test to judge for yourself if you sing well (in case you have any doubts, that is). Let me put a disclaimer here to say that there are exceptions to all rules and tests, including this one. I wrote this almost 5 years back. Rehashing it here.

I know lots of people who just can't sing, and I know there are lots of others who really want to sing, but lack the confidence. There are also many amateurs who do sing, but don't know if they are doing it well. To actually judge if a person really sings well, you need to consider a lot of factors, many of them very subtle and technical (w.r.t. music). But all those fundas are for professional singing.

I am no professional singer. I sing mostly for myself and whoever / whatever is fortunate (or unfortunate) enough to be within hearing distance when I am singing. Once in a while I might sing to impress a girl, but those once-in-a-while moments are becoming fewer and fewer. Unless I am sleeping or concentrating really really hard on a job at hand, chances are, I am singing a song - if not loud, at least in my heart. I have been known to sing even at times like brushing teeth, eating food, during a class lecture, or when some other song is playing on the radio / tape / stage. Sometimes, at work, I will burst out with a song all of a sudden, unexpectedly even to myself.

For the kind of 'personal singing' I am talking about, this simple test should be enough to judge if you are a good singer. Just see if you can say 'yes' to the following :

1. You listen to lots of music, have opinions about what you listen, and do regular singing (doesn't matter if it is in the privacy of your bathroom or in front of a big audience).

2. You enjoy your own singing and do it without any complexes or hangups or doubts or lack of confidence.

3. You always find yourself drifting off into the mood of the lyrics you are singing. I mean, if you are singing a sad song, you feel the sadness in it, and things like that, regardless of what is actually happening in your real life. Of course, if the lyrics reflect your life, all the better.

If you said yes to all of the above, you can take it from me that you sing well (yeah, I can tell that without even listening to your voice !)

Thursday, January 29, 2004

Forbidden Fruits

Posted on January 29, 2004 18:47 PM EST

Although my parents must be blessed for introducing me to so many fruits, they were also worse than the Lord our God. The Lord forbid Adam and Eve from eating just one fruit. My parents forbid quite a handful of them, the most delicious of them it seems. The typical reason was that these fruits would give us a cold. It was torture to be kept away from them. A worse torture was to be fed cooked and peeled apple. Yes, I remember being fed cooked and peeled apple as a baby, and protesting did not help!

I am a TOTAL fruit lover. That's my favorite food. No shaq ya savaal about it. If I ever find myself doing the diet thing, I will go fruity. Hee-hee! If it's to be a lifetime change, I will become a complete fruitarian. The best dish I ever had in a restaurant in my whole life is a fruit salad my father bought me when I was so young, I don't remember anything about that time. I don't remember how old I was, I don't remember where the restaurant was, I don't remember what we ate before the fruit salad, I don't even remember who else was there with us. All I remember is that delicious fruit salad in a big balloon glass. For years after that, I have tried fruit salads in many many places, but have always been disappointed. Nothing, it seems, can match that legendary first-time-in-my-life fruit salad.

Today someone asked me to name 3 of my favorite fruits. I was aghast! WHAT? Pick just 3 out of a dozen or so of my children? NO WAY! Fortunately, the blessed person let me list 'em all. I started to list them, and then couldn't resist telling something about each one of them and then found that I had my blog for the day. So, without further ado, following are some of my most favorite fruits:

Mango - when I was a baby-kid and we bought baskets of 'em, I remember eating 'em with one fruit in each hand. Raspuri is one of the most common varieties in Bangalore area, and I like it ripe and sweet and juicy.

Watermelon - I am crazy about this one. I am crazy enough to dice it into cubes and lug it for miles, across mountains, when on hikes. There is nothing like a watermelon eaten on top of a mountain after a hard climb!

Guava - I like the kind that is white inside. Not the pink. I like 'em ripe or raw (with salt and red pepper powder). When we were kids, this was a forbidden fruit cuz my parents believed it would give us a cold. Gotten into trouble more than once, trying to eat it stealthily. It was like a big treat when we were allowed to eat this one.

Jackfruit - Oooh! This was a once or twice a year treat. Usually in my grandmother's house. We would buy a BIG jackfruit and one of my uncles would start cutting it in the middle of the living room floor. The pieces of fruit would be passed around to everyone waiting all around. The whole house filled with its scent for a day or two. Jackfruit nuts roasted or cooked in a curry are yummy. Never liked them as a kid, but now I do. Been years since I ate this fruit. :-(

Papaya - There was a time when papaya trees dotted the landscape all over my grandmother's neighborhood. It was common for every house to have 1-5 trees. There was one summer vacation when I must have eaten a fresh cut papaya almost daily! I would keep watch for fruits that were close to ripening in my grandmother's trees or the neighbors' who were sweet enough to let us pick 'em. When we thought they were ready, they would be picked and allowed to sit in a dark corner of the kitchen until they were ready to eat.

Seethaphal - Ooooh! This is a rare treat. I never had enough of these. Why are they so rare? Also called custard apple.

Pineapple - Another well-liked fruit. Another annual treat. This must be my favorite fruit juice in India. After we got the blender (called mixie in India), we preferred drinking pineapple juice than eating the slices.

Eleneeru - Talking of fruit drinks or any drinks for that matter, eleneeru (that's the Kannada word for tender coconut milk) is tops, no. 1, absolute favorite. And the starchy meat inside called ganji - oh, it's food from paradise. Sadly, this was one of the most forbidden drinks when we were growing up. Right there alongside alcohol. All because my family thought it would give us a cold. I remember one evening when returning from school, my father had come to pick me up. He was in a great hurry to go somewhere after picking me up and I got it in my head that I wanted eleneeru, which was being sold right across the street from where he was picking me. I knew I could never swing it if I simply told him I wanted eleneeru. So, I put on a show of great thirst. He suggested that I get a drink of water from a friend's house which was just about 150 meters away. I wouldn't listen. I said I didn't want to do that, but I was really really thirsty, I want something to drink. I am sure my father noticed the eleneeru stand right across from us, but he was adamant too. He would not dream of buying me one of those. We argued back and forth for 10 min or so, while poor father kept looking at his watch. He was really in a hurry. Finally, he took me to a hotel close by and bought me cold badam milk! :-( Weird story, huh? Everybody is entitled to a weird childhood story or two or a handful!

Pomegranate - Yes, red and royal and juicy. The juice will dye your fingers, finger nails and clothes too. One of the prettiest fruits. When I think of pomegranate, eroticism comes to mind. I have no idea why! Could it be because the Dark Lord of the Underworld used the pomegranate seeds to trick Persephone into being permanently bound to him? Were the pom seeds in that story symbolic of something erotic, which only my subconscious mind recognizes? Weird! Does anyone know if the pomegranate is an aphrodisiac?

Panneerpazham - This is the Tamizh name. This is not a very common fruit. I wouldn't be surprised if most people here have not heard of it. It can be as small as a grape or as big as the eye of a cow. It is called panneer-fruit because it smells like rosewater (called panneer in South India). And it has a subtle sweetness that's delicious. A hard seed in the middle. I have also had the good fortune to eat panneer grapes. They are like black grapes with a rosewater flavor! Totally cool!

Rasabaale - Believe it or not, even the humble banana was a forbidden fruit when we were growing up. Rasabaale is the Kannada name for a certain variety of banana. The name translates to "juicy banana"! Hee-hee! It is a relatively shorter and stouter variety of the banana. The fruit totally deserves its name because it is the tastiest of the different varieties of bananas I have eaten. There were a few growing-up years when we ate them almost daily after dinner, in the summer. That was goood. There is another variety called naati (translates to "native") that looks very similar to rasabaale, but it's an inferior variety. So, gotta be careful when buying them.

Nerale - This is the Kannada name for a fruit that is also called Jamoon. It looks a bit like grapes, only it grows on a tree. It dyes your fingers and mouth purple when you eat it. Another fruit forbidden for the same reason: it could give us a cold. Grrr! I once went to an NCC camp where there were a few nerale trees near our barracks. I spent all my free time picking fallen fruits and eating them. Then one evening someone got a box full of these fruits, that had been previously soaked in a salt solution. Oh my god! That is the absolute best way to eat nerale.

Sugarcane - Is it considered a fruit? Doesn't matter, I am adding it here! Another mostly once a year treat. During the Sankranti/Pongal festival. For a week or so, we would chew and chew 'em everyday and the garbage bins would overflow with the chewed out roughage. The roughage hurt our tongue and mouth with bruises and cuts, and we couldn't eat spicy food later. For some reason, we believed that if we did not drink water immediately after eating a sugarcane, we would be spared the worst of the tongue and mouth agony.

Oranges & Moosambi - These don't get much press simply because they are so common and were not forbidden. Otherwise, I would be going gaga over them too. I had completed 12 years in this lifetime before I tasted moosambi juice for the first time. That was as a patient in a hospital. I was amazed by the great taste. Since then, I am a fan of moosambi juice. As for orange... My favorite memory of orange is teaching and encouraging my little cousin Pratibha to peel a fruit all by herself for the first time in her life. She was 3 years old or so, when I picked up an orange to peel. She said she wanted to do it. I had just sunk one nail on a side. I handed it to her and spent the next 20 minutes or more instructing, encouraging, cheering her on to peel it all by herself using her nails and fingers and both hands, not letting her give-up, although she wanted to more than once. Most types of oranges are very easy to peel, but this one was not too easy. Even an adult would have had to dig her/his nails in at certain places where the peel adamantly stuck on. And when our baby finished removing the last bit of peel all by herself, she gave a brilliant smile of triumph to me. That must be the most special moment I'll share with her, and one of the most special moments I have shared with any kid.

Grapefruit - I bought 2 lbs of these with my room-mates, during my first visit to the US, thinking they were big, yummy oranges. Man, were my friends disappointed by the bitter taste! They wouldn't touch the fruits after tasting a piece. I, on the other hand, totally freaked out on grapefruits. LOVED them. Ate them daily with salt and red chilli powder. This continues to be my favorite fruit for juice in the US. I sometimes add a little salt to the grapefruit juice.

Chakkotha - I don't know the English name for this one. It is the largest citrus fruit I have seen. It's the size of honeydew melon. It looks and tastes very close to the pomelo, although it's usually bigger than the pomelo. Who knows, it might BE the pomelo. This is another fruit we were forbidden from. One of my highschool friends had a tree of this fruit in their yard. I remember one afternoon when 3-4 of us kids sat on their open terrace and finished off one or two of these fruits with salt. It felt like heaven.

Believe me, whoever said forbidden fruits taste the best, knew what they were talking about.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Welcome to Parallel Universes

Posted on January 28, 2004 20:6 PM EST

Morpheus: What is real? How do you define real? If you're talking about what you can feel, what you can smell, what you can taste and see, then real is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain. This is the world that you know.

If each of our brains is unique, then we must all interpret these electrical signals in unique ways. If that is the case, the worlds we all know must be unique. For example, if the parts of our brains that understand colors interpret electrical signals differently, what is blue in my world might be red in your world. If I were to see the world through your eyes, interpreting it through your brain, everything that is blue for me would appear red. So, quite literally, each of us are living in unique, different and parallel worlds. Our worlds are as different from each other as we are different from each other.

This is one example of parallel universes.

There is another example. The cyber world. This has been described as a newest frontier. It's growing at a mind-boggling pace every day, every hour, every minute. A lot of today's businesses in the physical world have a counterpart in the cyber world. And those that don't are fast getting there. People have cyber identities and counterparts. Ideas, messages, emotions, money, etc. are sent back and forth in the cyber world. Products and services are bought and returned and exchanged in the cyber world. People meet, chat, fall in love in there. People make love in there. Cyber world has words, pictures, colors, music, video. Just looking at the physical infrastructure of the cyber world - the semiconductor devices, the copper, the fibers, the magnetic media, all of which exist in our physical world - we could not imagine what a vast and rich and complex tapestry the cyber world is.

This is a parallel universe that all of us reading this article know of. This is a parallel universe that so many of us visit daily. This is a parallel universe in which many of us are earning our livelihood and spending a good part of our earnings and time.

Given this simple and in-our-faces examples of parallel universes, why do so many of us find it difficult to accept the existence of parallel universes? Parallel universes as defined by Richard Bach or other people who include science fiction authors, swamis and shamans, children, artists, and some others who are clinically categorized as mad people.

A parallel universe is a universe that is separate from the universe we know of. It is not just another planet in our universe. It is an entirely different universe. It may or may not have physicality as we know it. We most probably cannot travel to it through physical means - just get into an automobile or space craft to drive or simply walk into it. And when we reach the parallel universe, we may not have a form as we have in the universe we know of. Those are some of the characteristics and definitions of parallel universes.

Recently, there was an online book club discussion about the book "ONE" by Richard Bach. For those of you who have not read the book, it is about the author Richard Bach and his partner Leslie Parrish, visiting many different parallel universes and discovering alternate ways of living, discovering basic truths about life and love, etc., etc. During the discussion, someone asked people if they believe in the existence of a parallel universe. The answer was supposed to be a score from 1 to 10. 1 being least or no belief, and 10 being most belief.

I was surprised that most people responded with a 1. I had expected that there would be more people who would say at least a may be, if not an outright yes. I did not expect that most people would say a categorical, no, they did not believe in it, you don't have a benefit of doubt, thank you very much!

May be I was fortunate enough to have a background and upbringing that predisposed me to understand the truth about the existence of parallel universes. I was brought up a Hindu with stories of abodes of various gods and goddesses. Some of these abodes were other planets, some of them were in the sky, some of them were in mystic places on our own planet which could not be easily reached or experienced with our physical body and senses. Those stories must have helped. An empathic and open mind must have helped. Being a dreamer with a wanderlust heart must definitely have helped.

All of these ideas and arguments are okay to amuse my head, which is mostly in the clouds anyway. But of what use are they to my feet which are firmly on the Earth? The possibilities are as endless as the number of parallel universes that are possible. I will give just a few of them here:

1. Before I read Bach, I had a depressing sense of catastrophic doom about the future of our planet. Some of the phenomena like increasing population, decreasing forests, extinction of species, depleting natural resources, polluting the environment seemed irreversible. The Earth was doomed to be a giant garbage ball with no hope of redemption, no matter how clean or environmentally friendly life I lead. The way we are going, I still don't have any great hopes of redemption for this planet. But the idea that there might be a parallel universe where Earth is still an unpolluted paradise is beautiful. The possibility that there might be a parallel universe where people make different choices and live differently is uplifting to think of. Who knows, may be, I might even discover a doorway into such a parallel universe. And that doorway might be nothing more dramatic than the choices I make daily as I live my life. These possibilities bring a smile to my face, lighten the burden on my heart. Instead of living my life with the gloom of inevitable planetary doom, I can live life smiling about the fact that there might be at least one universe where we managed to save our beloved planet.

2. Parallel universes may be totally similar to our universe as we know it or totally different in every possible way. Some of these differences may be that some tasks which are difficult in our universe may be absurdly easy in a parallel universe. Example of such a task would be to come up with the solution to a nagging problem. Or to dream up an innovative idea. Or to nurture and heal a broken heart. There might be a parallel universe in which you can totally read the hidden nature and intentions of the other person like an open book. It doesn't always happen, but once in a while, especially when the need is great and I let go and just let happen, I might find myself transported into a parallel universe where some tasks are absurdly easy. I accomplish those tasks and come back to reap the benefits in this universe as we know it.

3. Identities. Who am I? A 27 year old South Indian human male? A software professional? A responsible son? A romantic lover? A warm friend? No matter how many labels and adjectives we may use to describe ourselves in this universe, there are some of us who feel those labels to be constricting or limiting or just not enough. Why should I be just a male? Why can't I be female at will and then get back to being a man again? Why should I be human? Why can't I be a wolf whenever I want to be? Why should I just walk? Why can't I just fly wherever I want to? You get the drift here. Parallel Universes help me be all things I want to be and more. All I have to do is just find the right doorway into them. Suppose I were to assume the lotus position, go into a trance and find a doorway to a parallel universe; a universe where I am a wolf, leading a pack across a vast wild landscape, hunting, mating, taking care of the young. Then I come back and describe to you my wonderful experience of being a real wolf. Would you call me delusional? So what? I got my kicks out of it. I experienced what it is to be a wolf. Have you not had a dream in which you were eating this wonderful dish prepared by your mother? Does the fact that it was really a dream diminish your enjoyment of the dish while the dream lasted? What's delusional? What is dream? What is real? How do you define real? Go back to top of this article.

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Women better looking than men? Think again!

Posted on January 27, 2004 20:27 PM EST

Recently, I read someone mention with great assurance and confidence that among humans, the women are generally better looking than the men. Oh, really? Think again!

I had pondered this issue a long time back, when watching Discovery or National Geographic as a kid. I am sure we have all noticed that among animals, often the males seem to be more attractive. The males in many species are... for want of a better term... better endowed. Bigger plummage, more colorful feathers, longer mane, grand tusks, impressive horns, rippling muscles, so on and so forth. The over-all effect is more attractive, ostensibly to attract the females. If the males among other animals look so much better compared to the females, why, I pondered, were females generally better looking among humans.

Then it occurred to me to wonder how an animal looked at humans. What does it see? It sees that even among humans, the male is generally better endowed. Bigger bone structure, more muscles, more hair all over, more powerful voice, in some cases bigger paunch, etc. Comparatively, the curvaceous soft-voiced female looks frail, weak and mostly bald, despite the long hair limited to the head. And more often than not, it's the man who smells like himself, while the woman disguises her personal scent with some horrible smelling stuff. Clearly, to the clear and unbiased animal's mind, the man looks more impressive, confident and capable. So, other animals must see men as being better looking than women.

Conclusion: In most species, including humans, the male is generally better looking than the female.

My ego would like to believe that. The ego is willing, but the flesh is weak. My flesh (along with his co-conspirators my mind, heart and soul) continues to firmly regard the human female form to be the epitome of physical beauty!

Dang, gotta watch that Britney's Toxic video yet again!

Monday, January 26, 2004

HAPPY REPUBLIC DAY - A Reminder & A Resolution

Posted on January 26, 2004 15:19 PM EST

Happy Republic Day

I wish you a very happy Indian Republic Day with a reminder and a resolution. The reminder is special and extraordinary. The resolution is absurdly easy.

First the reminder

Let us remember with respect our Constitution which forms the basis for governance of the most vibrant and diverse democracy in the world. There are no doubt areas where the Constitution can be improved, but it must be admired and appreciated for helping us define and hold together our nation. And of course, the more we respect it, the better we will be able to improve it.

Let us also remember with affection the union of states that form our country. Almost every one of our states has it's own language, culture, cuisine, clothing, etc. There are 5000+ dialects in the whole world and over 1000 of them are in India alone. The diversity in all walks of life in our country is mind-boggling. Yet we come together to form this remarkable nation that continues to grow from strength to strength. Regardless of occasional flare-up here and there, we continue to be a bright beacon of the principle of Unity in Diversity for ourselves as well as for the world. This is special and extraordinary. We must be proud of it. This is precious and fragile. We must protect and nurture it. For now, let's remember it.

I have no doubt that our Constitution and our union of states will help India achieve once again her rightful great place in the world.

Now the resolution

The resolution I am proposing is absurdly easy. I am not proposing (although I do encourage) anything tough like leading a spotless life or taking a grandstand against corruption in daily life or becoming a public hero / heroine or making a big donation. I am not proposing anything that will even inconvenience you much. Nothing of the sort. All I am proposing is an enhanced civic sense.

Basic civic sense must be pretty easy for all of us to adapt, and many of us do follow them day to day. Civic sense includes, but is not limited to, not littering public places, following general rules like traffic rules, etc., maintaining considerate and disciplined queues where required, not vandalizing or defacing public property, so on and so forth. I propose enhanced civic sense. I define enhanced civic sense to be a more conscious adaptation of civic public behavior and ensuring compliance by family and friends. I am not asking us to stop some stranger from violating norms of civic behavior (kudos if you do). All I am asking is not to let our friends and family violate them. This we all can do. The reality is that laws, punishments and fines the government passes can never be as effective enforcers of civic behavior as the nudge and push of peer approval and acceptance. If we all disapprove and refuse to accept bad civic behavior by our peers, civic sense in India will become as good as in any developed countries.

In Aristotle's time and place, every soldier took an oath when he entered into armed service: to ensure that his country would be a better place when he left the service, than it was when he entered it. We may or may not be able to make our country a better place. We can at least help keep her clean and organized well.

Have a terrific year.

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Unscrupulous Bastards

Posted on January 25, 2004 4:29 AM EST

I just learnt something when chatting with my family in India. My sister works as a lecturer at a polytechnic in Bangalore. Her employers are holding her original certificates. If she needs the certificates for any reason (Eg: to apply for a passport), she can borrow them against the security of her salary. Meaning, they won't pay her salary until she returns her own certificates to their safe-keeping. Apparently, they keep the original certificates with themselves to hold her tied to the job. Is this a lawful practice? I think not!

Recently I learnt that there was some inspection by officials from the education ministry at her college. My sister was instructed to tell them that she earned more than what she is actually being paid. That means she is being underpaid. This certainly is not lawful. What unscrupulous bastards!

My sister feels powerless to do anything against them for fear of losing her job. Although she passed out with distinction in her engineering course, she was unlucky in the job market. She studied in a new college that was not yet on the lists of campus recruiters. So, she did not get recruited from the campus. And she passed out just when the software bubble burst across the globe. So, no companies were recruiting freshers at that time. In fact, many companies had delayed taking in students they had already recruited from campuses in previous years. When recruitment of freshers started about 18 - 24 months later, my sister did not belong to the latest batch that passed out. As most of us know, companies recruit freshers only from the last batch that passed out. After much searching and difficulties, she landed this lecturer's job and those guys are underpaying her and making her lie!

Talking of the software bubble, at the height of the software economic boom, there were other kinds of unscrupulous characters in action. These included such worthies as body-shoppers with shady exploitative practices, candidates who lied and cheated with false certificates, experiences, etc., software institutes who charged exorbitant amounts to offer less-than-good-quality training and worst of all, employers who charged YOU to let you work on their projects. Yes! The demand for experienced software professionals was so high that some fly-by-night operators charged fresh inexperienced students to work for them and gain experience on software projects. And there were people willing to pay and work just to gain the experience. Contrast this with authentic, above-board companies that pay even their trainees and interns.

Unscrupulous Bastards!

Saturday, January 24, 2004

Khakhee Movie

Posted on January 24, 2004 3:44 AM EST

Paisa Vasool

Friday, January 23, 2004

Kisi nazar ko tera

Posted on January 23, 2004 18:34 PM EST

Listening to this song from Aitbar over and over and over this afternoon:
Kisi nazar ko tera

Kisi nazar ko tera intezaar aaj bhi hai ;
Kahan ho tum ki yeh dil be-karaar aaj bhi hai !

Woh vaadiyan woh fizayain ki hum miley they jahan ;
Meri wafa ka wahin par mazaar aaj bhi hai !

Na jaanay dekh kay kyon unko yeh hua ehsaas ;
Ki meray dil pay unhey ikhteyaar aaj bhi hai !

Woh pyaar jiskay liyey humnay chod di duniya ;
Wafa ki rah pay gaayal woh pyaar aaj bhi hai !

Yakeen nahin hai magar aaj bhi yeh lagta hai ;
Meri talaash mein shaayad bahaar aaj bhi hai !

Na pooch kitnay mohabbat kay zakhm khayey hain ;
Ki jinko soch kay dil sogwaar aaj bhi hai !

Kisi nazar ko tera intezaar aaj bhi hai,
Kahan ho tum ki yeh dil be-karaar aaj bhi hai !


Too bad I am at work. Need a Rum-n-Coke in my hand.